i feel so sad for you

I'm sorry for your loss.

You probably won't see this message because of all the comments but I just want to reach out to you and send some love. Your video popped up on my youtube and I just wish I could give you a big hug. My daughter is almost 3 and about 6 months ago I had a miscarriage. So I have two kids but one baby is in heaven with yours. I completely understand the pain you are going through. There are no words to explain how painful it is. You are not alone. I am hurting along with you. I am so sorry you lost your baby. I will pray for you.

Thanks for sharing.

This ur okay girl just believe u can and one day u will :)

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Oh, honey...this video made me so sad for you. I had a miscarriage back in the mid 90's, when I was trying desperately to get pregnant. I experienced something similar to you, a mix of positive and negative pregnancy tests, and then finally being sure that I WAS pregnant...and then experiencing a very painful miscarriage...both physically, mentally, emotionally. It's a devestating process. Sending you much love.

When I was four my mom was pregnant and we told everyone and all I wanted was a sibling my whole life but she had a miscarriage and I thought I would never have a sibling but a couple years later my mom was pregnant again and gave birth to a happy healthy baby boy so don’t lose hope on having another baby because it still might happen you just have to be patient

Colleen to be able to talk to millions of people about your miscarriage you should know you are such a strong person and again I’m so sorry

It's ok collen you go girl

I'm so sorry, honey.. I hope you feel better.. 💙 we are here for you!

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Hi umm... so I would just like to say that my mom just went through a miscarriage like a few days ago and umm it was very hard on the family she was 6 months pregnant we had already gotten the baby room ready and now whenever my mom walks in there she starts crying and crying and sometimes I cry but not in front of her because I don’t want to make her feel worse the baby was a boy is name was going to be Samuel and my parents are lesbian so it’s more common but it was still very hard we were all excited for three kids and so I understand even tho it didn’t happen to me I am only 13 but I understand so I hope u feel better and I am thinking of u thank u Coleen have a great day❤️🥺

So sorry for your loss my deepest condolences may your lil Angel rest in paradise 🙏👼❤️

Oh I'm so sorry I'm only 11 and don't know much about pregnancies but I know what a miscarriage is and I remember when my mom was pregnant around the same time u were with Flynn in a miscarriage was my worst nightmare to happen with my baby brother that is now 1 1/2 I Love ur Channel You ate so strongly beautiful

Take all the time you need to heal momma. You are a strong person and a fearless momma. And just don’t read the comments too much. The only important thing to remember is that there was nothing you could have done to change it.

so sad i am so sorry for you

We love you girl! And your family of 4! We know that some day you’ll be 4 here in earth💕

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Aww I feel so bad for u I have had a similar experience so I feel u girl❤

It breaks my heart that you have to worry about people hating on you during your lowest moments. Miscarriages are devastating and very difficult to talk about. I feel your pain as I have had 4 miscarriages. It changes you forever. Sending love your way.

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Colleen, I am so sorry for that. You have been so strong through everything that you have been though. You are the toughest person in the world. Keep going on and keep being you. You are amazing and I love you

I’m so sorry for your loss it will get better I suffered a miscarriage too and it’s so hard but ur going to be ok I ended up getting pregnant in 3 months

So sorry for you and ur families loss. 😢

I am sorry this happened to you. I've experienced this several times myself. Planned or not, you are allowed to have the feelings you have. Take your time to be sad about it. Even though it sounds strange. My heart goes out to you.

It's a horrible feeling seeing your favorite youtuber go through something

We gotta be grateful for the blessing that is motherhood.

Oh I’m sorry for u Colleen

how does your 2nd channel(miranda sings)that u said isn't yours but it is because you and her look the same and sound and you had her diamond play button and how did you have 10 million there but 8 mil here

This woman cant catch a break, she struggles so much in her life, but yet, shes so open with us, im so sorry this happened to you babe...

I'm so sorry for your loss colleen. ❤

Nobody should have to go through that I just want to give you a big hug

Hey dont push ur self in too struggle it happens some time just know we will suport u always and forever♡︎

Just to clarify for other women and uterus-havers, a pregnancy test is totally inaccurate after the allotted time. Its very, very common for negative tests to "turn positive". It's just because the chemicals change over time with evaporation. The test is done after the timer goes off, basically. Unfortunately these delayed quasi-false positives are super common and it causes a ton of confusion.

I am so sorry that this happened you deserve better🥺❤️

I am soooo sorry

I’m so sorry this happened to you, love.

Even though this is 2 months later, I’m really sorry about your miscarriage. Keep being strong!

Love you

You are so brave and amazing I think it’s great that you are talking about this and you are so strong.

I'm so sorry. Miscarriage is such a lonely pain. Your baby will be safe in your heart forever. I hope you continue to find healing.

SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS OF YOUR BABY 😔😔😔

Where here for you, we love you, and we will always be here for you!

I am so so sorry for you

I am so sorry Colleen

When I first watched your video, I was pregnant. A few weeks later, at 10 weeks pregnant, I had a miscarriage. Now I watch your video again and your words are exactly what I feel: You have set your mind to how your future is going to be and it is just devastating. Thank you for being so open about it!

I’m so sorry my girl it’s ok my girl you are so strong love my girl l love you it’s ok my girl

oh you poor women that is so sad my mum had a miscarriage when i was younger and she was so upset and i know how it feels to lose a baby but not in your position i am so sorry for you but luckily you have the best family to help through this time also if people are that rude to say anything hurtful they are so wrong don't listen to them and love and look after yourself love you xx

I'm so sorry!!! 💔💔😭 You're strong you can get through this!

Don't lose hope

i only send love and kindness to you. very sorry for your loss, i hope you can grow strength from your loss.

I’m so sorry I hope you feel better soon 😢🥺😩😭

Becca: I'm so sorry. I had 3 miscarriages and the mental pain was worse than the physical pain. I'm pregnant now with my 5th and so grateful but my hips hurt so bad. Counting down the days. Thank you for being brave and talking about your experience. Miscarriages break my heart. You dream about your future with that baby in your family! I got a necklace from fierce deer on Etsy honoring my family and 3 miscarriage angel babies. Sending love to you.

I'm so so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I had a traumatic pregnacy as well, and have been through miscarriage too. I really know youre struggling, and I see you. I'm here for you holding space. Sending so much love

Omg R.I.P 🥺🥺🥺🥺 You will always be a mother of two just ones in heaven 🥺

Oh my goodness I’m so sorry I’m crying my eyes out right now I hope you feel better soon

i love you colleen

Praying

ik im late but feel realy bad and i hope your doing better now

i’m soooo sorry for your lost. we all are her for you. i love you. my grandma had some miscarriages and it wasn’t easy for her but it will get better❤️. it just takes a while. i hope you get better soon❤️❤️❤️

You can have another and your rainbow baby will be the one to hand pick the next baby in heaven

Bro I just found out and it was on my birthday..

I just recently found out that my sister is pregnant I’m so excited but I’m also terrified what might happen. I already love that baby so much.

I feel so terrible. I have no idea how bad a miscarriage is, neither do I know how pregnancy is. I bet your heart is broken, and your true fans will be here for you no matter what. Love you Colleen!!!💜😊

Colleen is such a strong women she inspired me to be better and try to live my life she is so sweet and kind she does everything in her Power to make the world a better place. She has saved so many lives. Colleen you are so strong we love you keep going you inspire me ever day I love you

It okay it happens to a lot of people like Rebecca but because she stayed positive she got through it girl don’t worry 😉 and ik that everyone of the was them they would be in the same way but all of them stayed positive don’t be sacred and no one is judgeing u it is not your fault if I didn’t want a baby and got pregante and had a misscurge I would be sadddd and just because u don’t like being preagnet does not mean u don’t want another baby

i pray for the world's worth courage and strength to reach you. keep your head up queen, much power to you

You are so loved and that baby that passed is with Jesus and I support you for you

Stay strong Rebecca Zamolo is going through the same thing to.

I really dont know what to say here. but all I wanna say is we love u and u have our full support. god bless u

ALL YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID!!! NO ONE WHOM HAS NOT EXPERIENCED 😭 LOSS THEMSELVES CANNOT UNDERSTAND THE PAIN AT ANY STAGES OF A PREGNANCY LOSS!! I do understand I LOSS my first Daughter at 21wks over 30yrs ago, and although the pain is STILL there it's just different. I PRAY 🙏 for YOU & YOUR FAMILY

Miscarriage sucks! I lost my son in 2010 and i think about him daily!!! You never get over it! Just keep your head up and push threw the pain. I am so sorry for your loss.

I am so sorry

you are not alone i lost twins and the hurt is understandable ..... hugs from me to you

I’m so sorry for your loss... I would never imagine what I would do if my sister Mariah had a miscarriage. Thankfully, she had no miscarriages. We have two lovely girls who are my, and my little sister Emily’s neices. Their names are Cyrena, and Giana... and I am so happy I have my two beautiful neices. However... I am really worried, and I feared about what would happen to them...

Hey don’t give up,my sister got pregnant for the first time with a baby boy(DJ💙) in 2019 and had a stillbirth in Sept. Tried again,another stillbirth in April 2020(girl this time💕Ava),tried again and had a healthy baby boy in September of this year😭😭💙💙💙and now she’s accidentally 2-3 months with another. I know it SUCKS,only advice I can possibly think to give is take care of yourself and try to stay strong💙

I'm so sorry, Colleen. I can see it's so painful for you.

When my biggest sister wasn’t born or me or my big brother was born , my mum was pregnant and then my mum had a miscarriage:(

I’m so sorry love!! ❤️❤️ stay strong!!!

im so sorry that it happen my prayers are with you

I am so sorry love! I could never imagine what you feel right now... I love you so much and I hope you are doing well 💕 I cried throughout the whole video 😭♥️ God bless you and your family 💞

I am very vocal about how much I hated being pregnant. I get HG and depression as well. But I love being a mom. I am very thankful to have two healthy sons. But I will never stop hurting for the daughter I lost in my 2nd trimester. Her pregnancy was awful and I was young and very much not ready to be a mom but that didn't stop the pain. She is part of me forever and always. Grieve however you need to for as long as you need to and f*** anyone who has anything unkind to say. No one knows your heart but our babies.

I’m so sorry for your loss I promise I’ll be ok my mom had a miscarriage for my little brother/sister I’m so sorry I will pray for your baby

you are a mom of two bby

i'm so sorry..💔 sending prayers🙏🏻🙏🏻

It's ok don't listen to haters and HATERS BACK OFF NO

I'm so sorry for you and your family I hope you are all coping and I understand what miscarriages can do and make u all so upset 😔 u must be all be so upset sending my love 🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️

Dont worry, we lov😍e you.

My darling, I’m so sorry to hear your loss. Well done for sharing this, you have opened your heart and I know it will help others. Sending you a millions cuddles! Xxx

Yeah pain is VERY common is pregnancy so that does not mean y’all should bully her build Colleen up not put her down

I'm not sure what to say in a situation like this. I hope you do a follow-up video about what you wish people had said to be supportive of you during the grief. You are in my thoughts.

Sooo much love to you especially during this patch in the road❤️❤️ you are so strong! And I am so amazed by you every day💕💕

I would never wish a miscarriage on my own worst enemy. The emotional aspect is almost unbearable at times. The pain is unlike any other. Sending you love and light.

I love you and don't cry

my little brother died at 8 months pregnant. my parents told everyone, bought all the stuff and even gave him a name. is it ok that to this day i'm still completely devastated by this? like my whole life i wished for a little brother and then when i was 10 i find out i had one but never got to meet him. am i allowed to feel like this? am i allowed to talk about it? am i allowed to miss him?

you are a champion I believe in you and I love you

i have never seen colleen be so sad we love you!!!

We love you so much, you’re so brave ❤️