Ohhh my goodness. I'm in tears reading all your comments. Thank you thank you thank you for the amount of support. 😭😭😭I was really nervous uploading this video, but I just wanted to be honest and open about it all. I hope it can help anyone who's experiencing something similar. Honestly Ben, Cheeki and I are SO excited to welcome our newest family member in September. 👶🏻

I’ve cried so much while I was watching this video. I’m also a married woman who’s hesitant to get pregnant because i feel like I won’t be enough as a mother and I would lose myself and my time even my career. I’m glad to hear you’ve overcome your concerns and ready for this journey. Congratulations I’m really happy for you two❤️🤞

HOPE is at the bottom of Pandora's box. Jenn, you are an amazing human being and you are going to be a spectacular mom. Everything does not have to be perfect. You just try your best and hope that everything turns out okay.

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you’ve come to terms with your journey and are happy with the result.

ahww this is so beautiful !! And so real. WOWW. Congratulations ! I just find your Channel and I'm immediately subscribed ❤️❤️❤️. Im so happy for you both :). I cant describe ☀️☀️☀️

i literally cried my eyes out watching this. i’ve watched you for years and i’ve seen you get married, open your own clothing line, settle down and do new things. wishing the best for you jenn, always

Such a beautiful Video ♥ i cried a little bit ~ wish you all the best ♥♥ you can do this!!!

4:05 Ben's reaction when he saw the test was everything. i'm literally sobbing. the whole scene of love and happiness. so so lovely. he really loves you so much. he would be a great dad and you would be a great mom

We were trying and we got very very lucky to get pregnant after 2 months. I was in shock and thought of the exact same things as you. What if I can’t do this? What if my baby doesn’t love me? What if I can’t take on this huge responsibility? What if I’m not ready? What if something goes wrong? I’m so scared. So for someone who was trying for a baby, I still was scared out of my mind. I’m still scared at 24 weeks but I am also sooooooo happy. 🥰

Jen ive realized your mental health is really important when having a baby. The baby can be feeling wanted or unwanted. I hope you surround yourself with more mothers and positivity to prepare you for your baby's arrival. Every woman is meant to become a mother and we will all do great! I wish you the best ❤

This pregnancy video is as honest a woman can be. So raw that every small details you felt could also mean someone else’s exact feeling like ME. Im in tears knowing we have the same fear but Jen thank you for giving light that this fear fades when excitement of parenthood slowly kicks in. Really made me more EXCITED TO LIFE!

September baby just like you! (and me haha) lets go team virgo!

I love how you said that being a mom never “interested you” because that’s exactly how I felt, but then I had my two boys 💙 and now I wouldn’t change anything...I love them with all my heart & soul! You will be a great Mother I just know it ❤️ I’m so excited for your parents!!! they will be grandparents!!! ❤️🤗

I was talking to my friend who study neuroscience and he told me that the baby's cells can sense the mother's happiness or sadness. From about 6 or 8 weeks, I don't really remember. But I think when the child is born they will reflect how the mother felt during the pregnancy. I've definitely seen it happen once, it's crazy and awesome!

I’m not crying! 😭😭🥺🥺 congrats 💞🥰

I AM SOOOOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU

Congrats!!!!!

Jennnnnnn I’m crying so hard right now ❤️❤️❤️ I just watched your other video as well and ugh I’m so happy for you guys

Oh this is absolutely wonderful ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m so so so so happy for you both xxx

Ahhhhh I just ugly cried watching this! So happy for you too!

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I did not expect to cry but I felt this so hard.

Super happy for you. Watched you way back, clothesencounters days. Excited for this next chapter! 🤍

this is such a beautifully real video. thank you so much for sharing it with us

You're gonna be an amazing mother!!! 🥰🥰🥰

i’m sobbing here like crazy, congratulation Jenn and Ben 🥰

this was so pure💓🦋🌻 sometimes motherhood or parenthood feels like this big, messy, beautiful thing we have no control of. and we fear that we'll mess up or think that it was a mistake. but when we let go of all control, we realize there was nothing to be afraid of:) seek to be ur child's friend and equal..they might not always need u as a parent but they'll always need us as a friend, a best friend😚🌸 place it all in the hands of the Creator❤ He made our hearts n knows best how to take care of it:) p.s. you'll make an incredible mum alright! ur kindness n sincerity of character will be a part of ur child🙏🏻 n Ben is gonna be an amazing dad! his patience and humility is gon help raise a healthy family wif u💞 God bless both of yall:))

Who’s crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭 congrats Jenn you’re gonna be such an amazing mom

I got goosebumps as you told everyone 😭😭 HOW BEAUTIFUL!!!

Such a beautiful video! Congrats! 👶🏼🎉 I cried through the whole thing 😭❤️

i didn't expect to cry this hard😭 jenn, i'm happy for you!

Thank you so much for sharing so much openness and honesty. I was in tears xx

HOW AM I SOO LATE TO THIS arrgghh I'm soooo happy that your baby's going to be my birthday twin aahh SO EXCITED!! Congratulations to both of y'll!!!

Sobbing almost a whole vid. You are gonna be a good mom Jen! Sending you virtual hugs and kisses. :)

I've always been a fan of yours Jenn. But you completely blew me away with this. It was so much better than I thought it was going to be. Thank you for your authenticity and willingness to be vulnerable like this. It's very comforting to see you just be human. Wishing you a healthy pregnancy, a smooth birth, and the happiest of lives with your new family. God bless!

A virgo mommy and virgo baby awhh 🥺

I've watched you since day 1 when you were still clothesencounters with Sarah and its been a journey with you. I'm so proud of you and where you are in life. You are going to be an amazing mother

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ABSOLUTELY SOBBING. This was the most beautiful video I have EVER seen.......

Jesus. Best pregnancy video ever. Makes me wish I was married! 😂😭

Omg not be crying when he hugged you 😭😭😭😭😭

Awe! So normal to be scared! ❤ being aware and afraid of being a bad mother will make you a good one! Self awareness is such a big deal. And at least you have a loving family & beautiful marriage and income to back it all up. This baby has it made! Lol congrats you two!

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soo excited for you jenn! been following you since ur college makeup video and here we are now, little jenn is coming! Congratulations for you both!! ✨🤍

Jen, I’ve grown up with you ever since you would frequent the Savers I would go to as an early teenager. I feel you like a friend. Like a big sister. I wish all the happiness and strength and wisdom you are already basking in. Enjoy every moment of it. This is huge. You’re going to be an amazing momma 🤍

well this video made me ugly cry

AWW the baby is gonna be a virgo just like her mama 🥺

Thank you for posting this. You'll never read this comment, but I feel all the things you were describing in the first half of your video. I never would have expected you to feel like you never wanted kids because you didn't think you'd be a good mother. From what I see on this end, which albeit is probably a small portion of your life, you seem like you'd be a fantastic mother. Hearing your fears, so genuinely and consumingly, it feels like I'm listening to myself. I gives me hope that one day, if it happens, maybe I'll come around too. Congratulations to you and Ben. I hope nothing but the best for you guys on this life changing journey.

Where is the white dress from starting at 6.27? She looks absolutely gorgeous in it.

I'm not crying...you're crying! I've been with you from the start and this new chapter of your life is going to be everything and more. So proud and excited for you and Ben. Sending all the love!

Congratulations Jenn ❤️

crying in the club rn

I've been a silent viewer since the beginning, it always felt like watching a friend grow up and I'm SOOO HAPPY!! Thank you for sharing Ben and Jenn, you're going to be amazing parents!!

So raw and beautiful. Congratulations!

Awww its gonna be a Virgo :D

Thank you for sharing, that was so human and beautiful. What will make you a wonderful mother is not that you will be perfect or not make any mistakes, but your gift of unconditional love will. ❤

actually cried watching this 😭

I'm bawling. Congratulations. Thank you for sharing this portrait of love with us.

nowhere near that.. I'd like to hope in 10 years from now I'll have the mindset of "if it does happen.. I can make it work."

I literally have just watched this from the UK. I was so shocked by the title and clicked on the video instantly! You officially have me sobbing at 2am- This was so beautiful Jenn, congratulations to you and Ben 💞

Sending love

You're going to be the BEST mom! Your child will love you because you love it

Sobbing

now why am i crying watching this😭 anyways i am truly so happy for you and im glad you're in a much better place rn, wishing you all the best🥺💕

Omgness can’t believe this made me tear up ! Ur gonna be ok love you!!

This was amazing. Lately, majority of influencers these days only show very happy, very positive, very perfect situations and it’s so refreshing to see some real, raw, unexpected, chaotic emotions because most people want to see reality and not picture perfect moments. Thank you Jenn. Congratulations!

This hit so close to home. Im crying with you

I’m sobbing!! So much love in one video I’m dying!!! 😭 Such a beautiful video of your probably not uncommon experience!! Thank you so much for sharing your story!! I know quite a number of girls who are in the “no kids” camp, but I love how you were open to changing your mind when this unexpected turn of events happened!! (Honest question though- were you really expecting to not have ever been able to get pregnant simply because of pcos?? Perhaps in denial of it? I love so much that you evolved into the role of being the best mother you could possibly be for your child though 😭😭😭 your son will love you SO much- you will be their entire world! And they will be yours~ 💖 so happy and excited for you, Jen!! YOU AND BEN ARE GOING TO BE SUCH INCREDIBLE PARENTS!!!)

I ugly cried😭😭😭 The most honest and raw pregnancy video♥️

I've never cried so hard from a youtube video... Thank you for being so vulnerable and real with us. You practically raised me through your videos, it was so validating having a female korean creator to look up to. You're gonna be an amazing mother and I'm so happy for you and Ben!!!

I watched this while nursing my son sobbing my eyes out. So honest, so well done, so happy for y’all

oh Jenn I dont know if you´re reading this but you are so not alone. This is so real for many of us. Not everyone were born ready to be a mother! I will soon have a 1 year old toddler and I still cant believe that Im a mother. Its very easy to feel all the responsibilities and burdens that society and we ourself put on us as a mother. But remember to give yourself grace! Your child will love you either way. And we will be right here with you on this wonderful journey.

literally sobbed within the first 25 seconds😭😭😭😭😭

This video is so beautiful!! ❤

You are a good person, so you will be a good mother. You will see. 🙂

As a mom of two I can tell you I felt all these fears and still do. Thank you for your honesty Jenn. I hope everyone who needs to see this finds it

I’m just a couple of weeks behind you 🥰 congrats and best of luck on the rest of your journey!

This video was so real, thank you for sharing!

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I literally trying to hold my tears. This is just so beautiful😍❤Even though we are a complete strangers, I felt so happy for both of you. Congratulations 🎉💕

I absolutely love this video. It's one of the most beautiful videos I've seen on youtube, period. Makes me feel a little less scared to pregnant *hopefully soon*. :)

Oh my congrats to you both! I’ve no doubt you’ll be a kind mother Jenn, you’re such a positive spirit💕

I can not stop crying, it’s been so many years and i have seen you through so many steps. Congrats on your little Virgo/libra!

This video is so much better than I thought it would be - I thought it’d be the typical WE ARE SO HAPPY AND HAVE NO HARDSHIPS IN LIFE kind of influencer video and this was so much more and I really appreciate the realness. Thank you for sharing Jenn and best wishes for a smooth pregnancy!

Congrats!!! This was the most beautiful and heartfelt video I have ever seen. You brought me to tears reliving the fears I had as well. I’m so happy you’ve embraced this new chapter in your life. Looking forward to seeing more updates and I may not know you personally, but I wholeheartedly believe that you’re going to be an amazing mother. ♥️ Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable moment in your life with us.

When you said “tiny gummy bear” I think it when I just was like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 god okay I’m crying

Who's cutting onions here ????

This is beautiful and so real. You made me cry and I'm not a Cryer. Sending my love

This is the most inspiring and the most beautiful pregnancy video I've ever seen! good luck, and you'll be amazing parents❤️

Ohh girl... I randomly cane across your videos of lessons learned in your twenties... Then clicked on this one... Am crying hatd and it's justed 0.59 mins... I don't know i... Am just. Well i know no one will read this but really i have just been diagnosed with pcos... Thinking about life decisions made and all. And deep down i want a family with a baby or more. I don't even have a boyfriend and am already 28. I just feel sooooo soo sad for myself 😢😭

This video is just so genuine and real .

I know this is weird butt lml I've been waiting for her to say this since high school days ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ soo happy for uuuu❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Congrat!!!!!!!!! My sis's little baby is coming out in Sept 2021 too!!! Bless you all :)))

Literally this is most beautiful video I’ve ever seen

So touching and congratulations 👏🏻

I cried so much omg I grew up watching jenn starting from clothesencounters and the fact that she's having a baby makes me so happy

와....진짜 너무너무너무 축하드려요 ....눈물이 났어요 ... 보는데,,, 가장 솔직한 감정을 잘 담으신 것 같고,, 어무니랑 통화할때 어무니 목소리 너무 정겨우셔요~~ 좋은 엄마 좋은 Jenn Im되실 거라고 생각합니다!!!

Ur bf didn’t pregnant btw